1. I confess... this thing use to still does scare the heck out of me! When I first got it I didn't take it out of the box for 6 months. I was terrified of it! I'm a bit of a perfectionist so even now when I don't think I'm taking "good" pictures I put it in the corner and just stop using it.
2. I confess... I'm the world's most anxious passenger {sorry mom & husband}. I blame this on an ex-boyfriend who thought he was a race car driver and that one time I totaled my car {unfortunately I can't blame that one on the ex-boyfriend too}.
3. I confess... I'm an incredibly clumsy person! I once broke my foot tripping over a couch {don't ask even I'm not sure}. I've also been known to fall up the stairs: in a huge auditorium, with lots of people, while it was silent. Ya, I'm sure no one noticed...
4. I confess... I LOVE my job, but I constantly struggle with feeling inadequate and inferior. I'm my biggest critic and constantly have to remind myself to trust the plan God has for me.
5. I confess... I sleep with a pillow I've had since I was a baby. It does not have a name. James may be jealous; I think we'll survive.
Now that I'm feeling all exposed and vulnerable, what do you have to confess?
I confess... that until the last week, I'd been using my fancy camera just like a regular point & shoot. I've finally dived into the manual mode and LOVE it! Get out & explore & play with your camera some more because I bet it'll take no time before you feel like all of your pictures are great :)
ReplyDeleteI'm super impressed your in manual mode! I think it's time for me to make the leap. Thanks for your encouragement!
DeleteI confess... that I too felt inferior and inadequate in that job. If I can be honest with myself, I believe those insecurities made me leave said job. Do I regret it? Maybe a little, but I was thankful beyond words that the Lord didn't give up on me and provided me with what I felt was my calling. {then your husband's job moves you to another state and you have to start ALL over again. Neither here nor there} Keep with it friend, and know that those feelings are not Truth. You're amazing...and you have an office...you're the real deal. Love you!
ReplyDeleteThanks sweet friend! Always appreciate your words and your realness {is that a word? It's is now}. Miss you love you tons!!
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